Sunday, June 19, 2005

To break the Silence...

I have come back after over a month of silence. I feel guilty of not posting anything for over a month and perhaps, having others worry about me. Therefore, I apologize for doing so. As a writer, it is quite irresponsible...

My Party on the 14th of May was a success. People came. People ate. People drank. People partied.

I'll post pictues in another post, as I feel too lazy to look through all the files and create hyperlinks.

Putting that aside, I shall go into more current issues.

School's back. I missed studying, so one might have thought I would be overly happy as school rolled by last June 14. But I was surprised that I felt nothing towards school. It is nice to see everybody again, however, that's just about it.

Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I'm now a Communication student with a nice, solid major (Media Communications), but I fee like something is missing. I've been in school for 5 days now, and I already feel like I'm just "floating" around. Most of the minor subjects bore me or the professor totally annoys me *hint, hint*, thus I feel like the subjects are obsolete (excuse me for the term, but quite frankly, Filipino3 is useless.) Thus...I feel...bored.

I do enjoy my major subjects. Photography is nice, though, the professor talks too much unimportant stuff. Journalism is very good. My favorite subject of them all. And Communication theories is a good subject, the 3 hours fly by so it's acceptable.

However, something is missing.

I wont bother myself in even thinking what is missing.

Either way, that's that...

It's still the first week of school, perhaps something might change.

I hate to think that this is another depression episode.

I guess, I am thankful that I have Lourdes, my close friend, who keeps me company and makes me laugh. (And I make her laugh!) Without her, I'd prolly be a a depressed reck by now. Luv yah dear! *glomps Des*

Okay...something else to talk about.

I recently went to a Hospital for a check-up. I met up with a friendly surgeon, who's name I have forgotten by now. (I know, something as important as surgery, you'd think I'd remember the doctor's name...hah.) So, it turns out, I have a cyst on my right breast.

Yeah. A friggin' cyst.

So, he said it's alright. Apparently, it has something to do with a follicle infection. Either way, it's nothing to worry about. He gave me some oitnment for the swelling.

It has had little effect.

So, as the doctor said, if the swelling will not be gone by two months, I shall get an operation.

I have an odd feeling I will.

So, by the end of July I might get operated.

Wonderful.

I have become even more sickly than before...

My life sucks.

Hurrah for the new school year. (Sarcastic.)

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